Am i burned out or what?

I hate this feeling... It seems that every year, I am, stuck with feelings of anger, fear, and frustration. Will this gonna end? Will this be worth it in the end? It seemed like I feel lost than before. It seems that everytime i wake up, I feel bitter over everything that has gone through. I am two years behind schedule in terms of path to lawyerhood as of press time. I don't know what to feel when my mother talks to me. I don't know if I have this much drive anymore in terms of learning the law. It seems like every year, I am degenerating. I missed my election law exam last sat.
I almost got a zero if not for Atty. Valencia's kind consideration. I don't have the same drive anymore. What ever I regained after going back and deciding to go through law school full blast was lost. I feel worse than the first time I entered law school. This time, the issues are deeply internal. Questions such as why am I doing this in the first place always abound. It's a struggle waking up in the morning and not having the full energy to do what you're supposed to do.My fears, and doubts creep all the time!
Sometimes, I think about all the expectations that were laid for me. I am tired of doing this. I feel angry everytime I am reminded about studying and graduating and becoming a lawyer. My mom does not have a slightest inclination of what I go through in law school yet she has continously nagged me for 25 years. She does not have any clue. I feel distant over her each passing day. I am mad for putting all the expectations on me and living off other relatives get a free ride over her money and set up failed businesses. I hate it!!!!! I just hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!